Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Sometimes I cant help but think : Maybe I'm really a loser in human relationships.
I seemed to have very little tolerance for human nature and well that includes myself and this explain why I'm often angry or upset with myself.
Recently I was quite pissed off with a friend of mine.
'Pissed off' would be less inappropriate cos I wasn't exactly angry with him
Hmm... perhaps annoyed ? irritated by his 'forever never-ending' whining of poverty
Alright, as much as I agree saving for rainy days is essential..
But I really think there is no need to go around telling people about the 101 ridiculous ways of saving money.
And trust me! nobody is interested to find out how patrotic you are to your family business.
OK! I know you want to be successful, very successful or even most successful!
That's enough! Once is enough.. Bugging me in every msn conversation turns me off.
This is not any kind of backstabbing or wad..
Maybe he is proud of his dreams, his goals etc and wish to share them with his friends but individual's acceptance to every thing differs. The ability to digest and absorb content differs.
I hope this friend of mine can do something about it
Cos' I know I'm not the only one whom he relate his great aspirations to again and again..
But still... I don't know what
But afterall he is still our friend and we still treasure the friendship
- My Prerogative
6:23 AM
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
I don't know how I should say..
But I'm so unattached to my job.. this job of mine is so meaningless
I cannot find motivation in my job..
The Japanese bosses only treat employees at managerial level as human.
Rank and file staffs to them are like dirt.
Well, it's not like I'm very bothered..
To me : Don't know; Don't care..
I cannot be bothered to talk to them.. cos even when you communicate with them.. they do all the talking but they don't listen. And when they listen, they misunderstood.
I thank the culture barrier.
Opps!
Frankly speaking, other than my payroll peak period, I'm idling around and staring into blank space on the rest of the days.
I know my career shouldn't be like this..
There is practically nothing more to learn.
If there is, the only thing is office politics.
Never ending office politics..
Office politics from different business setting with different characters..
Yes, office politics are bloodless wars
I know readers will start cursing me if I were to say there were more learning opportunities and exposure granted from my previous employment.
I know this is what people call easy life and easy cash and they all say I should stop whining about being 'free' in the office.
But I don't want to waste my youth..
Haiz... I'm hoping for the recovery of the global economy every moment so that I can change my job..
I shouldn't be shaking legs in the office everyday at the age of 22...
- My Prerogative
7:04 AM
