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Monday, December 29, 2008

我曾经愿意为了你不顾一切
清醒的过程是痛的
不过我相信一切都会过去的

- My Prerogative
11:25 PM


Saturday, December 27, 2008

It's time we kiss year 2007 goodbye!
Goodbye to the unhappiness
Goodbye to the tears
Goodbye to the emotional distraught
Goodbye to the xiao rens
2008 gonna be a better year!





The above was quoted from my blog entry dated 1 January 2008

Nevertheless, 2008 aint a very prosperous year for tian.



In terms of career, I did not excel , neither have I bring myself far.
I blindly devoted myself in work with the silly thought that all the efforts will be appreciated in due time. Left with residues of physical, mental and spiritual fatigue, I escaped from the place where I once thought it possess all the favourable factors to germinate the seeds of my career.


My human relationship aint any better. As a person, I was overly emotional. Bugged by sense of insecurity,I was always afraid that my friends will leave me prolly cos' I knew it too well that friends come and go. This sense of insecurity puts me in uncertainty most of the time. I was super sensitive. It even came to be that I'm upset when my close friends make new friends. I don't trust cos' I have this feeling that every individual come together with motive(s). I hurt myself and my friends.

I failed terribly as a student. I did not attend classes diligently. I even got myself into the state where I failed the entire semester and gotta retake certain modules.

Well, despite all these in the year 2008 I've also learnt quite a no. of new things, gained experiences and knew more people. Haha, Perhaps 1 of the more positive things I've gained before bidding goodbye to year 2008 is - I've learnt to gradually see and accept things this way - 每以次的经历都会让人成长.

加油 tian

- My Prerogative
2:41 AM


Friday, December 26, 2008

I've finally found another kaki who is crazy over brands and labels.
Woohoo!
We're running the Gucci fever can ?
lolx

- My Prerogative
4:13 AM


Thursday, December 25, 2008

Merry Christmas to all !
Thanks for the gifts, the greetings etc
As usual, tian went to bed at as early as 11pm on a christmas eve night.
lol.
Hmm..beauty sleep is the christmas gift for myself.
lalalalala

- My Prerogative
9:13 AM


Wednesday, December 24, 2008

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里

梦想中属于我们的婚礼

却成了单人结婚进行曲

在这场爱情角力的拔河里

爱我还是爱你

你选择了自己 wo~

撒娇的可爱的粘人的爱哭的照片里曾经的都是你喜欢的

如今我还在原地

你却走回你的记忆

你说我爱你太多

就快要把你淹没

你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落

分开是一种解脱

让你好好的想过

我想要的那片天空

你是不是能够给我

你说我给你太多却不能给我什麽

分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑

爱情是一道伤口

我们各自苦痛

沉默是我最后温柔

是因为我太爱你

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里

梦想中属於我们的婚礼

安静了在我枕边的梦里我知道相爱原本就不容易

爱不是一加一努力就有结局 wo~

撒娇的可爱的粘人的爱哭的照片里曾经的都是爱着你的

脸颊的泪还温热却没有人握我的手

你说我爱你太多就快要把你淹没

你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落

分开是一种解脱让你好好的想过

我想要的那片天空你是不是能够给我

你说我给你太多却不能给我什麽

分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑

爱情是一道伤口我们各自苦痛

沉默是我最后温柔

是因为我太爱你


- My Prerogative
8:24 PM


Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Tian got her pocket burned with another hole!
lolx~
Spent 800 odd bucks on a aromatherapy full body massage package.
I have always wanted to pamper myself with these treats (like medi & pedi, facial, spa etc)
Still thinking of which one to go for until my body started to send signals like body aching, stiff neck etc.
Hmm.. I went for the trial and found it pretty okay.
Shall try out the 10 sessions and see how things go.
lalalalala

- My Prerogative
6:17 AM


Saturday, December 20, 2008

4e1 Christmas gathering @ Orchard Sakura
A big thank-you to Weijie for organising the get-together.
Another one to those who made the effort to attend
辛苦了lol
Barely ate anything prolly cos I wasnt very hungry and the food dont look especially appealing..
But I had been good ok, I peeled my own prawns and even peeled for others, thou they tasted yucky! Opps
Exchanged pressie.
Had losta fun.
KTV session @ Katong shopping centre.
8 bucks per pax on a Saturday!
Can anything be cheaper than that ?
Laughter, fun, jerks, everything.
I love gatherings like such.
I love meeting old friends knowing they are doing fine.
What's coming up next !?!?!

- My Prerogative
6:51 AM


Friday, December 19, 2008

Finally survived through the second month's payroll
This is really what I call ' battling with time'
Especially when people love to schedule things in between my payroll peak
argh!!
Well well, nevermind her.. I'm done anyway
in other words I am another step closer to my payday !
woohoo*

- My Prerogative
8:43 PM


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tian
15-oct-1987
chronic shopper
yearn for simple life



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第一次看着你 就为你心动

聪明的我 怎能让你走

第二次看见你 我竟然失控

是我的错 请你原谅我

第三次看见你 想要告诉你

我真的爱你 是真爱你

第四次看着你 我有些要求


请你能够 安安静静的聆听

一.让我保护你

二.让我照顾你

三.所有的要求不能当作游戏

四.接受这命运

五.永远不分离

那最后一个一定要说你愿意

Want be your lover want be your man


我只希望给你多一点

我只要你开心多一点

Can you be my lover don't wanna be your friend

给你幸福到永远

说你愿意

给你幸福每一天

因为我不是他


因为我Want be your lover want be your man

Can you be my lover don't wanna be your friend

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