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Saturday, May 31, 2008

我不是没有想过离开你看看自己一个人可以走多远

可是我怕到最后发现离开了你原来自己什么都不是

- My Prerogative
7:55 PM


Saturday, May 24, 2008

Mr. Wang WeiJie belated 21st birthday celebration
Had lunch at Paris International Seafood Buffet at Marina Square.
Attendees were Neo a.k.a老大, Qi Jian, Guang Ye, Buyi and of cos the birthday boy.
Gossips were inevitable when these people get together.
Buyi and me were glad that never had to do national service~
Phew!
As usual, We did it again!
We had Weijie a.ka. Mr Gentleman served us drinks and helped us peel prawns!
Keke, I know we're 坏人~

The guys took as long as 30 minutes to buy 1 soccer ball *shakehead*
Dug secret from Weijie.
Kns Gy found out something which he shouldn't know.
(I'm going to be soO dead)

Next was bowling at Kallang Leisurepark
Gossiped and nuaed with Buyi while waiting for the lane.
Mel and steff joined us.
The guys played while we nuaed around.
Birthday boy left in the evening for his god.

My right leg got burnt by bike's exhaust pipe while waiting for Mel & Steff smoke.
Mel and steff went 7-11 to buy chilled mineral water and burnol to dress my wound.
Super touched by their thoughtfulness
At that moment, I thought back of the bits and pieces I had with this friend of mine during secondary school days.
Bygones will be bygones and we will all grow up

Back to it. After that we went Settlers' Cafe @ Clarke Quay
Thumbs up!
I hearts (x3) Settlers' Cafe!
I and 老大 attacked each other cos he thought I was the basturd~
KNS ! lol
Buyi's new theory - pythagorean theorem = dinosaur!
I'm sorry but still : WAH LAU EH BUYI!!!!!!! 这样对吗?
Needless to say, she ganna jerk till siao
Another interactive game where our hands got to follow exactly with the signs on the cards
I was super lousy till Mel say : I already gave up on yitian, aiyah she don't play lah, she be judge!
lol Paiseh lah, my hands, eyes and brains just couldn't coordinate well.

I lurve gatherings; organise more gatherings please *hint hint*
lol
I can be infuriated x1000 at work but my friends always possess the power to brush away the dejections.
If one day I happen to lose my memory somehow... someone please do me a favour by reminding me how these people brought laughter and joy to my life and how integrated they are as part of me~

- My Prerogative
5:29 AM


Friday, May 23, 2008

Human Resource Management (I) exam
As usual, my style - crapped through.
Though I answered all 5 questions but only 1 was compete.
lol.
I think this paper murdered as many as 1 million brain cells of mine
Super drained; just let me pass k !

Met Qing Ai De in the evening
Had dinner @ Yuki Yaki after 45 minutes of waiting *hungry me*
She taught me new way of cooking prawns and forced me cook for her!
Omg~ I can portray the image of my mother crying!
lol

- My Prerogative
7:38 AM


Sunday, May 18, 2008

From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on

From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on

I give my hand to you with all my heart
I can't wait to live my life with you, I can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on

You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on

I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on

- My Prerogative
7:20 AM


可能你永远都不会知道每一次你对我的好都足以让我开心很久,很久

- My Prerogative
12:57 AM


Saturday, May 17, 2008

I've won lottery!
It was starter prize and my winning numer is 0015!
Woohoo!
Though it was not much money won but I can sense that it was god's indication of sunshine after rain !
He's putting a fullstop to my suayness!
yay!

- My Prerogative
1:09 AM


Thursday, May 15, 2008

Once again, God of Suayness has decided that tian will be the one he/she would target on for the week

1. My april month-end closing was nothing but mess
An average of 12% margin for temp payroll turned out to be 1.68% - Joke of the month
Endless phone calls from accounts questioning this and that
And what worst was I wasn't able to provide the answers to their queries
I've never in my entire life felt so handicapped
Fortunately someone helped me a great deal
And ironically, the person who helped me was someone whom I was not on good terms with previously.
No wonder mummy always tell me : 世界上没有永远的朋友,也没有永远的敌人

2. Me and my never-ending war with the old woman
Pardon me if I get too personal with my remarks
Cos I'm really sick and disgusted about her
She's really driving me up the wall at the same time testing my level of tolerance
The most selfish person I ever came across
Someone who ain't willing to render simple help like informing the other party induction of certain changes.
Someone who ain't willing to share information. (Well I don't know what's with her, perhaps down with the 'I-don't-know' virus)
I wonder does she knows that 28th is our payday ?
Believing that she know nothing is the last thing I would ever do cos if she don't know anything about the speadsheet how would she know that what I sent to her aint correct and how would she on earth call and reprimand me ?
C'mon, logical thinking please !??!
And please don't say things like " If I don't receive your things 15minutes later I'll proceed on without you"
Hey, I don't give a damn at all lor...
I think she really should try and understand my bo chapness
I'll be the happiest person on earth even for 1 day is enough if I don't need to have anything got to do with her.
I really have the urge to slap myself every moment I thought of accidental conversion of her invoices.
Just becos of that stupid act of mine I have to clear as much as 1 mountain of shits for her
Though it was my fault partially and I have nothing but the system to blame
But still I think it was too much for her to take my mistake for granted
Overall, she's really getting on my nerves lah
Well, don't come and step on me cos' I'm definately not someone whom she thinks she can grow shits on


3. Another bitch added into my blacklist
This fellow fancy calling up my Qing Ai De to complain about me.
Oh I'm sorry, to be exact, She only want to 'let my Qing Ai De know'
Since when my Qing Ai De became her confidate!!??!?

Anyway accusations were as follow :

a. EPs are very important
(Yes, I think I knew better than anyone elses do)

b. I should have took the initiative to keep her inform
(Mind you! I have other things to attend to besides refreshing MOM's EPOL portal every now and then, moreover when the old woman haunted me like ghost the entire week, anyway, I don't think someone like her with low cognitive capacity would ever understand. Most importantly, when majority of the consultants know about the procedures, I don't think what makes it so special that I've to inform her. And I suppose if she really need the information urgently, she should take the initiative to call and follow up after an email cos I'm not employed to sit there the whole day waiting for her mail ).

c. Corporate image
(If MOM is going to take 5 weeks to approve A*****'s LOC applications and less than that to approve K**** S******'s, I really don't see that there is anything I can do. Besides, someone who contributes only 50 cents per month to the community fund shouldn't be bothering about such issue)

Well, I don't know what was her motive behind that phone call but whatever it is it's not going have any terrorising effect on me.
I don't owe her anything.
I remembered someone once told me 你是一个死死都要赢的人
I agree to a large extent to this statement.
That was the reason why I prioritise my time the next day to send out an official email to make my stand clear.
Someone asked me : " You think she'll reply you after reading?"
It was not up to me to decide whether or not she reply me,
and I'm not interested to know if she's going to reply me or not
But I suppose this is the least I can do to justify for myself.

On that very night itself Buyii called and asked what happened in the day.
I guessed it was the sms that I sent to her in the day asking : "Buyii, can I don't work?"
That moment I felt warmed.
It's like you know someone still care.
Though at night I was still bothered with what happened in the day and super don't felt like talking but I poured my sorrows to her
At that point of time, someone who understood and was willing to lend me her listening ears is nothing more than I can ask for.
A friend in need is a friend indeed.
Buyii, you know some things need not be spoken out.
I appreciate~

Keke.
Qiuyue said there's a place in Loyang area where I can go and 打小人
And I do think there's such a need~

- My Prerogative
9:16 PM


Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Met up with my cousin for dinner @ Sakae Sushi after work

War has erupted in her house again.
Apparently, her relationship with her mother/my aunt got screwed up all over again
Well, I know it was hard on her.
Imagine your mother invading your privacy ;
Reading every letters of yours, checking your bank statement, getting people to help read your smsS, calling up your ex-boyfriend making nasty remarks etc
I felt sorry for her.
How could the ties, we call it kinship be sour to this extent ?
I thought they always say 'blood is thicker than water' ?
How could the person who bestow you life at the same time ruin your life ?
How could it be that they've come to a stage where they think not communicating is actually the best outcome
I really don't understand...

By the way, my cousin is making her way to Hong Kong to get her degree in Occupational Therapy, tentatively September 2009.
She suggested that I save 15K so that we can both go over together
Very tempting though I've not thought of what to do when I go there
Hmm...

- My Prerogative
7:23 PM


Sunday, May 11, 2008

09/05/2008 Friday


Commencement of my nightmare - Deadline for data2a spreadsheet.
The old woman dialed 6423 **** like her grandfather's hotline

Checked in to Downtown East chalet after work with Qing Ai De, Nicola, Cherie & Adeline.
That was our 2months worth welfare.
Woohoo
Dinner was Happy Meal @ Macdonalds
The macdonald guy happily forgotten about my toy
*Stares
Next was after-dinner-digestion-walk @ e-Hub.
Nothing special.
We were more interested in the NTUC Fairprice
Did not sleep the entire night.


10/05/2008 Saturday


For the first time my eyes were opened at 8am on a non-working Saturday
Breakfast was Macdonalds Hotcakes (this is 幸福!)
Watched Art of Devil 2 & played UNO & Old Maid till 3pm.
Eleventh hour shopping at NTUC - Coke is a must !
Collection of bbq food from Daniel at a so-called multistorey carpark
Invoice amount differed from the previous agreed amount.
Called William to get back that $3.50.
Someone said I talked like 'ah lian'
PS* I always do xia suay things because of her

Evening was all about BBQ
Other than eating, Qing Ai De n me are servants in disguise.
And mind you! I only ate 1 of the so many prawns and 1 of the so many corns!
Qiuyue, you still owe me my corn !
I love this kind of gathering
My equation goes like this : food + gossips = fun + laughter !
The atmosphere was great until some people especially one whom I really felt like slapping said things like : 'tian ar, it's time u let your 爱人 go, 是你的就是你的, 不是你的留也留不住'
I was like : huh ? Are you guys reading too much into it ?
Gosh

Anyway, people who stayed over were Qiuyue, Qing Ai De, Nicola, YuGuang and myself.
Gossiped all the way!
Woohoo!
After lights off, something unpleasant happened.
And practically I think the outcome was preventable
It all required a little compromisation and accomodation and last but not least - tact
When some things are not self controllable , ignorance should be condone
Did she got it mixed up ?
It was peer respect, not fear
Needless to say , another sleepless night

11/05/2008 Sunday

My Qing Ai De did some funny things when I woke her up at 8.15am
lol
Super headache about the leftover foods and utensils
Qing Ai De brought them all to her ah ma house
She accompanied me to buy my dream phone - Sony Ericsson w580i Pink edition (♥♥)

Reported to ah ma house in the noon.
Knocked out immediately after I laid down
Dinner was Pizza & KFC
ah ma complained that the food was not up to standard (*soo say)
Didn't I asked them to dine in a restaurant ?
Dialing for food delivery on sucha special occasion like Mothers' day
What kind of food quality can we expect neh ??!?!

Anyway, Happy Mothers' Day! (thou I still owe mummy her mothers' day pressie! )
Opps!

- My Prerogative
8:30 AM


Wednesday, May 7, 2008

Stayed back in office to chiong month-end closing
The data2a spreadsheet was really a pain lar!
它认识我,我不认识它
So pathetic till I gotta stay back and study how the previous spreadsheet were done.
Morale of the story : Make sure your predecessor vomit everything out before he or she leaves the company, if not you're going to get hell days!
Haiz ...

Last but not least, thanks to Qing Ai De for her company throughout!

- My Prerogative
12:48 AM


Monday, May 5, 2008

Congrats to Candice who passed her SIA cabin crew interview!
I really felt happy for this friend of mine thou we're no longer keeping close contact
It really feels good to see people around me one step closer to their dreams
To be exact I would say it's like fulfilling dreams on my behalf
lol
Well.. Think I really should 加油
Cos how can I be slacking my way through when my friends are working hard for their dreams
Hmmm...

- My Prerogative
9:06 AM


Thursday, May 1, 2008

A big Thank You to my qing ai de who helped me with the migration of blog
Thou she kept saying she's blind etc which made me want to box her more..
Anyway, lurve her loads!
lol

- My Prerogative
9:01 AM


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第一次看着你 就为你心动

聪明的我 怎能让你走

第二次看见你 我竟然失控

是我的错 请你原谅我

第三次看见你 想要告诉你

我真的爱你 是真爱你

第四次看着你 我有些要求


请你能够 安安静静的聆听

一.让我保护你

二.让我照顾你

三.所有的要求不能当作游戏

四.接受这命运

五.永远不分离

那最后一个一定要说你愿意

Want be your lover want be your man


我只希望给你多一点

我只要你开心多一点

Can you be my lover don't wanna be your friend

给你幸福到永远

说你愿意

给你幸福每一天

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