Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Why am I not the first person you'll turn to when things happen?
Why am I the person you'll approach when A is not aviailable, you cannot get hold of B, or when C is not in town ?
I really had enough of being someone elses' substitute.
If I'm not the person that first comes to your mind or whom you're willing to share your joy and sorrow to..
Then don't come to me at all.
- My Prerogative
6:23 AM
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Life's finally back to normal!
Cos mummy is back!
They say : ' 有妈妈的小孩是幸福的 ';
And I agree.
This very moment, I wanna kiss goodbye to the washing machine, the mop, the broom of my house!
Muahahaha
- My Prerogative
2:28 AM
Monday, January 28, 2008
Today aint an auspicious day for me.
I was reprimanded by 'ah ang' out of the blue moon.
You know, it's that 'huh? wad the hell?' kind of sudden.
Was it becos I haven't officially go praying in the temple since the kickoff of year 2008 ?
Work really sucks like I-dont-know-what lah
Existing tasks other than my monthly payroll dragged me into shits.
I can neither advance nor retreat;
Perhaps I really not doing a good job..
But come to think of it, at least I've done something.
Perhaps I really not as capable as you think.
Right, you've overestimated me.
I've began to lose passion for the job
(Am I passionate for it in the first place?!?!?)
Keke, gotta find some catalyst to bring back the zest or else...
I dont know.
- My Prerogative
2:36 AM
Thursday, January 24, 2008
I used to believe that in this world, no one is indispensable.
I can survive by myself;
I can also survive in groups
I'm fine with the idea of anyone not talking to me.
To me, mingling with human is like playing show hand.
It was till today I realise the existance of loneliness.
When my mummy left home for Germany all the above was proven wrong.
I think it's not exaggerating if I were to say we missed her like crazy.
Nobody realised her importance in the past.
We took her presence for granted.
We thought that it was rightful for her to do all the household chores
We even found her noisy, naggy etc.
Now that the house has became so much quieter..
And we have to settle the chores and meals ourselves..
Omg,THIS IS NUISANCE!
To my potential husband ( *if i happen to have one in future ) :
I HATE DOING HOUSEWORK ok?
I'm not the one for u if the ideal wife you're hunting for needs to be a elite in domestic tasks!lalalalalalalalala
*mummy is coming back in 5days time
- My Prerogative
6:31 AM
Saturday, January 19, 2008
These days I'm super loaded, not with money but work
I'm not saying I'm very free in the past lah,
but at least I have time to crap around or even volunteer my help for others.
Ok, though I'm still crapping around, but my craps output decrease cans!
Work's getting too stressful for me.
Okay, say I have very low tolerance for stress!
I don't mind; Cos I AM ok ?!!?!?
Especially when new tasks are coming along the way..
Study stress.. work stress.. life stress..
stress stress stress..
kill me cans?!?!?!
- My Prerogative
8:19 AM
Friday, January 18, 2008
Please don't remind me today's date is 18 January 2008
Don't tell me tommorrow's date either..
You can tell me it's the 20th on Sunday..
Cos I've missed this time round of JayChou world tour concert!
Hmm..[ GREAT ]!
- My Prerogative
8:00 AM
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
There are always things that should never be spelt out..
Reason being to save yourself from uneccessary trouble(s).
Cos you won't know if the beans are spilt out unintendedly or delibrately.
You never want to believe it was done on purpose..
Cos you trusted the culprits so much...
- My Prerogative
6:26 AM
Monday, January 14, 2008
I think I like him
- My Prerogative
3:38 AM
Sunday, January 13, 2008
I'm really going to die from stress; sooner or laterso many freakin' things to do..
but dont know which part I should start working from and I really need another big 'Thank You' for 2 reason:
1. For having sucha 'clever' system
2. For having coworker who is so good at playing taiji!
WOW! How great!
Think I'm going to meet my doom when my manager returns and see everything either undone or in a mess
My weekends flashed like thunder and it's time for me to go back greet the shits.
Bless me k.
- My Prerogative
5:01 AM
Monday, January 7, 2008
When I thought my tear glands will remain inactive for the rest of my life......
Have you tried standing in the crowd of the train station crying helplessly..
You just need to expel the tears inregardless of how many people were staring at u ..
Sounds dramatic right?
Hoping the tears will wash away the fears..
Retail therapy cures work stress
Crying temporary alleviate emotional stress
Though I think I probably will never verbally express this
But I wanna say I'm really thankful to my Mom,
who is very patient to me during this period.
She repeated herself as many as a million times the same sentence in order to bring me out of the compressed 'box'.
She stood by me when others probably would think I'm getting on their nerves.
I appreciate all that she has done for me~
I really do..
- My Prerogative
4:59 AM
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
It's time we kiss year 2007 goodbye!
Goodbye to the unhappiness
Goodbye to the tears
Goodbye to the emotional distraught
Goodbye to the xiao rens
2008 gonna be a better year!
Tian's New Year Resolutions
1. Strike toto Group 1 ( a wish more than a resolution though, whatever, this wish still tops my resolution chart every year cos it has yet to be fulfilled! muahaha.. looking forward to the CNY ang pao grand draw, so once again - HUAT ah!! lol )
2. Be more discipline to go for classes; study for exams etc. ( Qijian xmas sms - " Merry Christmas and study hard!"; unique but very felicitious for me!)
3.Holiday trip to Japan in the Hello Kitty Jet. ( Woohoo! I'm super crazy over it! )
4. Tame the bulge - ( Think it's time I should start working on plans to shed off my excess fats! Well, right now I'm trying to cut down my sugar, salt and fat intake liaos, hope it works!)
- My Prerogative
3:58 AM
