Sunday, April 27, 2008
Best of luck to Candice for her SIA cabin crew interview
- My Prerogative
12:40 AM
Saturday, April 26, 2008
Dinner with Buyii on friday(谢谢my dearest for accompanying me nua in office till 7:15pm, thou as per what she say different MRT line somemore, lol) Cannot tahan till 9.30pm so I dragged Buyii into Macdonalds for a quick bite Supposed to dine at Marina Square but was stunted when we saw the Q outside Sakae Sushi @ 8:56pm Decided to head for Changi Airport T2 with the help of a TAXI
- Buyi said it's very bo hua for me (thanks to the happy meal)
- I'm super tired till my eyes were already half-closed when gossiping with her and she asked me : talk to me very boring is it !?!??! ( Of cos not )
- I managed to psycho her to bring forward our Hong Kong trip to end July instead of end August ( Still in the mist of planning ) Buyi, very seriously asked me to start saving for our HK trip cos she say the worst scenario is when you go there and realise you are too broke to buy anything. And it's not like we've not tried sharing 1 Ice Lemon Tea in Mongkok Macdonald before. LOL
- If you think I'm very mean to my sisters then you should let Buyii tell you the kind of treatment she has for her brother. Poor ah xian always ganna bully when his dad & mom is sleeping. Title of the story - Domestic Tradegy!
- I asked Buyii if I still like hello kitty and pink when I reach my thirties would people laugh at me.
- We talked about how people whom were very very very close to us in the past can pretend not to see us on the street (擦身而过). Quoted from Debbie's blog: 好失望,因为朋友不是这样的. Can't help but feel very 心酸 & 挫折 when people whom you used to be very close with is now close with people whom you don't like. 以前的一切都一笔勾销了吗? 所以世事无绝对, 请大家珍惜当下,因为所有的人和事都会变挂.这一秒的人和事很可能会成为你下一秒的回忆. And I guess only she knows how I feel about 第三者. 一定要争吵才会便得更好吗? I beg to differ - Buyii, 我相信我们还有很多的8年要走下去,一起加油
- No more train service to Boon Lay @ 11:30pm. We did not hear the announcement and I was still happily 'playing with' the annoucement when Buyii was doing ATM transfer.
- Finally my 1.5 hours journey from Changi Airport back to Ang Mo Kio. Slept on the bus like nobody's business
- My Prerogative
5:11 PM
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
XXXXX:
Hey girls, I think there is something I should remind you all. I know we'll be upset by some things or some people at work, and throwing tanthrums are inevitable. But before you show your temper, look around your surrounding. Make sure that there's no 'outside people' cos you'll never know what they are going to say or do beyond this door.
Personally I feel that if I were to look up and down, left and right before I flare up on some things or some people, by the time I finish evaluating the environment to see if it's appropriate for that emotion of mine at that very moment, all my fury and anger would be extinguish. And I really think I'm not holy to that extent where I can be so rational. Like what I say : 第一时间的感觉是最真实的Well, I'm quite interested to know how calm you can stay when provoked. Were you very peaceful when communicating with the MOM officers ? Did you stay as calm when you were on the phone with
R trying to fix the system's fault ?Did you raise your voice pitch when explaining to
J that we do not have access to WPOL to update insurance policy details ?
How funny, the pot is callng the kettle black again !
- My Prerogative
4:55 PM
I'm really sick & tired of repetition ..
同一句话你是要我讲几遍 !??!
DON'T OVERESTIMATE ME cansss !
Today I was assigned with another ad-hoc task - Collation of document records for internal audit purpose
Reason for being 'arrowed' - I was spotted dilly-dallying
XXX :
tian, how's your schedule like today ? Is it tight ? I've a task for you which must be completed by 4pm today.
tian :
okay lor, I got to rush payroll later. What task is it ?( PS* It's commonsense for all payroll administrators to say 'rush payroll'/'chiong payroll', even if it's not urgent or anything. That's the culture. So far I have yet to hear anyone use 'stroll payroll'/'amble payroll' )
XXX :
Rush payroll ? What are you still doing there ( my qing ai de's place )
when you need to rush payroll ?
tian :
okokokokokok, fine. You provide me with the necessary instructions k.
Till now I'm still bearing grudges over that statement made - What are you still doing there when you need to rush payroll ?
Must I always be seated fixed at my seat when I rush payroll ?
Seems like they really don't quite get my personality leh
If work is really work to me then I'll not be there.
If there's no fun & other entertainment elements in work do you think I'll still obediently drag my feet that weigh as much as 10 tonnes to work every morning ?
These people must be kidding
@ 11 : 40
XXX :
BH has already submitted hers to AL ..... etc etc etc
@ 14 : 45
XXX:
tian, I'm going for lunch. Do you have anything to ask me ?tian :[ clarified some things ]
@ 15: 30
XXX:
If you really can't make it, we can ask for time extention from accountstian :
No need lah, should be alrightI sent out the email at 17:05 ( lol, an hour and five minutes late! )
tian :
I've sent out the thing.
XXX :
You completed the task faster than expected .
tian :
Why leh ? You think I won't be able to produce what you want by today ah ?XXX :
I expect you to take more than what you took to complete it. Cos I see you taking your own sweet time. Actually do you know that I'm waiting for you to seek help ? First, I told you BH has submitted hers to AL, that was to pressurise you. Then I delibrately stayed on and went for late lunch, still remember I keep asking you if you've got anything to ask me before I go for lunch ? I'm waiting for you to ask for help cos it's already going to be 3pm.tian : [ laughed ]
I don't like to seek help cos this makes me feel incompetentXXX :
No... You need to seek power of teamwork when you're running short of time. Next time when you take over _____, you'll have loads of reports to generate and you gotta make sure they are all on time and all those require precise & delicate time management! You might think this is a simple task but to me this simple task will uncover your potential etc etc etc
(That's why I say don't overestimate me, I'm as shallow as can be, there's no existance of your so-called 'potential')
This is obstinate me.
I don't like to seek help from others cos I'll feel lousy.
Not because I'm atas but because I've my pride to uphold.
And I'll not.. especially when I know there's someone out there waiting to see me defeated
Well,of cos there is always room for exceptional case like my qing ai de helping me audit documents in the storeroom.
lol. Love her so much !
- My Prerogative
4:22 PM
Monday, April 21, 2008
I would like to express my heartfelt gratitude to 'you guys'
Bet you'll never be able to understand how thankful I'm to the great people like you!
Thanks for giving up the conference room for our group bonding's sake thou unwilling but well, that's too bad !?!?
Thanks for realising that we like lunching in a large group thou our group is not exactly huge ?!?!Last but not least...
Thanks for the well-rounded feedback but sad to say wrong channel - Kindly direct all feedbacks to the relevant authority like Senior HR & Operations Manager.
Let me tell you, it's not the conference room that I've giving a shit about, is your attitude.
The mindset that you guys are the wealth generator of the organisation thus you are rightful for all first-hand benefits.
It's time to abolish these misleds
- My Prerogative
4:29 PM
Sunday, April 20, 2008
I love quick updates, so bear with me k !
14-04-2008 Monday
Assigned with new task - Bank Reconcilation
Can't they just wait till I've offload/handover my current account before adding on more?
I'm already so tied up with so many adhoc issues and there they are..
Please dont overestimate me
dont tell me things like "You shouldn't take more than 2 months to master this",
"I hope you won't fail me" etc
You don't have to coat your words with honey when assigning new task to me
To me, asking me to do things means asking me to do things.
Since I'm not given any say in this, you don't have to tell me why this decision was made. Moreover when you don't mean what you say
15-04-2008 TuesdayHappy 21th Birthday to Mr. Zhang Qijian
(Paiseh-ed that the birthday wish came only at 11.53pm, lol)
16-04-2008 WednesdayHRM(I) Test 2
I was absent for Test 1 so I thought if I were to study like fcuk for Test 2 & Test 3 and slog a lil, it wouldn't be too hard to pass this module.
But I was so wrong, the questions made me stunted for 5 mins.
My usual style, crap throughout.
The joker sitted beside me asked me to enlarge my fonts so that he could scan through my paper.
My question is : Is he sure he wants to scan on someone who only attend 1 pathetic lesson for this module?
Is he sure he wants to target on someone who only know there will be a test the day before? Duh right ?
Seriously, I know my ultimate goals better than anyone else do.
I know I shouldn't be so wildful and undisciplined.
But sometimes I will think, for that Diploma in Business & Human Resource Management, to what extent of my personal time & freedom must I forsake?
What other things would I have to give up?
I hoped I could be more rational
Argh!
Someone talk some sense into me cans!
17-04-2008 ThursdayNua-ed with qing ai de & nicola at Changi Airport after work
This used to be my favourite past time in the past
But how sad, it seems like I no longer have the luxury time to sustain this enjoyment of mine The airport is really a conducive environment
But I don't like the fact that it is also a place of farewells & partings
18-04-2008 Friday
I did not prove Qiuyue wrong; cos I skipped class again
Wahahaha
Nua-ed with qing ai de at office.
She was supposed to chiong payroll, but I don't know why she chiong payslips
I was supposed to write my HRM(II) paper, but ended up cyber stalking
lol
Actually from the bottom of my heart, I don't hate my workplace/work so much as night as compared to the day.
My work/workplace does not suck as much when I factor out the people/things/policies I dislike.
19-04-2008 Saturday
My official beauty sleep day
I put qing ai de's aeroplane and con her to my house for
nua-inglol.
This 坏人 said she dislike my blog
@^%#^*&#^!^#&%#^%&#%&^%#^$%^#$^@$#&
20-04-2008 SundayCelebrated Jenny's son, Jay's first month of birth
How adorable is the baby boy!
Jenny still joked so bubbly with us like before despite her status as a mother
(Sorry, I always portray a woman entering motherhood being more stern and serious, paiseh paiseh, stereotyping again~ lol)
I was thinking :When will my heart settle down to reach this stage ?
Will I find the right companion to walk with me till this stage?
Or will I enter old age alone?
Hais.....
After that was shopping @ Orchard
Bought Anna Sui's Secret Wish series fragrance & mascara and heels from Charles & Keith
Woohoo~I'm so contented
I love shopping!
- My Prerogative
2:58 PM
Saturday, April 19, 2008
我喜欢雨过天晴
因为会看到不一样的天空
会有不一样的体会
会让人变得更包容,更了解
我是这样相信着的....
- My Prerogative
3:47 PM
Sunday, April 13, 2008
我以为拍照是为了要留住美好的回忆不是吗?
如果是,为什么留下的却是憎恨
我真的觉得很遗憾
原来我们过去的好都是可以被几张照片抹杀的
过去的好只是我的幻觉吗?
是假的吗? 还是我想太多?
可能我们并没有我想象中那么要好
- My Prerogative
2:52 PM
Saturday, April 12, 2008
Celebrated advance birthday for Qijian @ Kuishin Bo Suntec
Cordial invitation were sent out to all.
Attendees for the evening were: Weijie, Neo, GuangYe, ________, __________, Buyi and myself.
Oh I must apologize for being sucha lousy organiser cos I was freaking busy with work the past week.
*Paiseh Paiseh* [ Bow ] lol
Thumbs-up for the food! *yummylicious
A big THANK YOU to Weijie and Buyi for feeding me with ready-to-eat prawns and drinks!
Okay, I admit, I've been terribly spoilt by them. *hearts hearts* lol
The guys took as long as 30mins to decide the next programme till Buyi was kinda frustrated and started nagging
Tentative after-dinner programmes were either :
- Soccer match viewing + drinking @ DXO
- K session @ Suntec
- Mahjong @ someone's house
But eventually we went partyworld @ Bishan.
lol.
I didn't know nightlife at Bishan can be so happening~
Woohoo!
At one point of time, everyone started chatting about the past when _______ was singing ( Don't know what was his name cos I was late for the 'introduction', anyway another joker lah)
So poor thing, ganna ignored!
Anyway, what I'm trying to say was : I really missed the good old days.
The days where there was togetherness in everyone.
The days where everyone shared a common goal
(But sad to say, our common goal was to bully others) lol
It was so different from what I'm going through now.
Trust me, the path towards adulthood aint easy.
Do you believe if possible, I'm willing to use one thing very precious to me to exchange for the past ?
Impossible but I wished.
Well, back to it, overall the evening was filled with fun
The joy, the laughter, the happiness will be remembered.
I feel blessed to have them as my friends
I treasure them, I swear
Yummylicious
tian & buyii
The indecisive guys. lol
My best pal bought this for me from Taiwan *hearts hearts
- My Prerogative
11:17 PM
Monday, April 7, 2008
I think it's a little too obvious
I should have hide my emotions better
Perhaps one is more genuine when she's herself
But I'm really ___________________
argh..
tian shall vent and rant it here once and for all~
Things will resume back to normal tommorrow
*加油!
- My Prerogative
11:51 PM
I'm still pondering if I should move past entries from my previous blog to this one..
Should I or should I not ?
Hmm... should I do it selectively ?!??!
- My Prerogative
3:11 AM
Sunday, April 6, 2008
They've parted
Though I ought to be happy but I wasn't
How can they end like this when it took me so much courage to give them my blessings
How can they end like this when it took me so many years to convince myself to stop hating them
- My Prerogative
6:48 PM
Another movie that made me cried
Morale of the story : don't take 幸福 for granted
- My Prerogative
5:07 PM
Saturday, April 5, 2008
Thursday 3 April 2008Went shopping at Orchard with qing ai de, nicola, adeline & jiahui
We were supposed to buy a pressie of appreciation to mark the end of Jiahui's internship
But we decided to let her choose the pressie herself instead.
In the end everyone except her bought things.
What the...
Not forgetting... I fell down at Far East Plaza! 丟脸no.1
That qing ai de of mine kept laughing at me.
Is this my retribution for laughing at her when she got her battery stuck in her camera??!!?!?!? ZzZzzzZz
Friday 4 April 2008Showfaced @ A***** Pool Competition 2008
The most 瞎 event I ever attended.
Uluated venue plus horrible food
Last but not least, players who don't even know rules of the game
Forced to be part of the cheerleading team for one of the department 丢脸 no.2;
I hoped I've managed to hide myself well enough till no one took notice of my presence.
Sorrie, I ought to be spontaneous, but not in this manner
Left around 9pm.
Went chilling at Mos Burger with qing ai de & jiahui.
Nua-ing is another lurve of mine
Saturday 5 April 2008My saturday duty
Practically, no work was done.
The banking colleagues have brought most of their stuffs
We're going to be either very good frens or foes.
Shall wait & see
Noon was shopping with qing ai de and Jiahui.
As usual, Me and my retail therapy
I respect jiahui's thriftyness~ Salute her
Maybe it's time I start doing some self-reflection on my spending-money-like nobody's-business Again,
nua-ed with qing ai de at Macdonalds Bugis
- My Prerogative
1:07 AM
