Saturday, December 27, 2008
It's time we kiss year 2007 goodbye! Goodbye to the unhappinessGoodbye to the tearsGoodbye to the emotional distraughtGoodbye to the xiao rens2008 gonna be a better year!The above was quoted from my blog entry dated 1 January 2008
Nevertheless, 2008 aint a very prosperous year for tian.
In terms of career, I did not excel , neither have I bring myself far.
I blindly devoted myself in work with the silly thought that all the efforts will be appreciated in due time. Left with residues of physical, mental and spiritual fatigue, I escaped from the place where I once thought it possess all the favourable factors to germinate the seeds of my career.
My human relationship aint any better. As a person, I was overly emotional. Bugged by sense of insecurity,I was always afraid that my friends will leave me prolly cos' I knew it too well that friends come and go. This sense of insecurity puts me in uncertainty most of the time. I was super sensitive. It even came to be that I'm upset when my close friends make new friends. I don't trust cos' I have this feeling that every individual come together with motive(s). I hurt myself and my friends.
I failed terribly as a student. I did not attend classes diligently. I even got myself into the state where I failed the entire semester and gotta retake certain modules.
Well, despite all these in the year 2008 I've also learnt quite a no. of new things, gained experiences and knew more people. Haha, Perhaps 1 of the more positive things I've gained before bidding goodbye to year 2008 is - I've learnt to gradually see and accept things this way - 每以次的经历都会让人成长.
加油 tian
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