It's time we kiss year 2007 goodbye! Goodbye to the unhappiness Goodbye to the tears Goodbye to the emotional distraught Goodbye to the xiao rens 2008 gonna be a better year!
The above was quoted from my blog entry dated 1 January 2008
Nevertheless, 2008 aint a very prosperous year for tian.
In terms of career, I did not excel , neither have I bring myself far. I blindly devoted myself in work with the silly thought that all the efforts will be appreciated in due time. Left with residues of physical, mental and spiritual fatigue, I escaped from the place where I once thought it possess all the favourable factors to germinate the seeds of my career.
My human relationship aint any better. As a person, I was overly emotional. Bugged by sense of insecurity,I was always afraid that my friends will leave me prolly cos' I knew it too well that friends come and go. This sense of insecurity puts me in uncertainty most of the time. I was super sensitive. It even came to be that I'm upset when my close friends make new friends. I don't trust cos' I have this feeling that every individual come together with motive(s). I hurt myself and my friends.
I failed terribly as a student. I did not attend classes diligently. I even got myself into the state where I failed the entire semester and gotta retake certain modules.
Well, despite all these in the year 2008 I've also learnt quite a no. of new things, gained experiences and knew more people. Haha, Perhaps 1 of the more positive things I've gained before bidding goodbye to year 2008 is - I've learnt to gradually see and accept things this way - 每以次的经历都会让人成长.
加油 tian
- My Prerogative
2:41 AM
Friday, December 26, 2008
I've finally found another kaki who is crazy over brands and labels. Woohoo! We're running the Gucci fever can ? lolx
- My Prerogative
4:13 AM
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Merry Christmas to all ! Thanks for the gifts, the greetings etc As usual, tian went to bed at as early as 11pm on a christmas eve night. lol. Hmm..beauty sleep is the christmas gift for myself. lalalalala
- My Prerogative
9:13 AM
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中属于我们的婚礼
却成了单人结婚进行曲
在这场爱情角力的拔河里
爱我还是爱你
你选择了自己 wo~
撒娇的可爱的粘人的爱哭的照片里曾经的都是你喜欢的
如今我还在原地
你却走回你的记忆
你说我爱你太多
就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱
让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空
你是不是能够给我
你说我给你太多却不能给我什麽
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口
我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最后温柔
是因为我太爱你
只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中属於我们的婚礼
安静了在我枕边的梦里我知道相爱原本就不容易
爱不是一加一努力就有结局 wo~
撒娇的可爱的粘人的爱哭的照片里曾经的都是爱着你的
脸颊的泪还温热却没有人握我的手
你说我爱你太多就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空你是不是能够给我
你说我给你太多却不能给我什麽
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最后温柔
是因为我太爱你
- My Prerogative
8:24 PM
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Tian got her pocket burned with another hole! lolx~ Spent 800 odd bucks on a aromatherapy full body massage package. I have always wanted to pamper myself with these treats (like medi & pedi, facial, spa etc) Still thinking of which one to go for until my body started to send signals like body aching, stiff neck etc. Hmm.. I went for the trial and found it pretty okay. Shall try out the 10 sessions and see how things go. lalalalala
- My Prerogative
6:17 AM
Saturday, December 20, 2008
4e1 Christmas gathering @ Orchard Sakura A big thank-you to Weijie for organising the get-together. Another one to those who made the effort to attend 辛苦了lol Barely ate anything prolly cos I wasnt very hungry and the food dont look especially appealing.. But I had been good ok, I peeled my own prawns and even peeled for others, thou they tasted yucky! Opps Exchanged pressie. Had losta fun. KTV session @ Katong shopping centre. 8 bucks per pax on a Saturday! Can anything be cheaper than that ? Laughter, fun, jerks, everything. I love gatherings like such. I love meeting old friends knowing they are doing fine. What's coming up next !?!?!
- My Prerogative
6:51 AM
Friday, December 19, 2008
Finally survived through the second month's payroll This is really what I call ' battling with time' Especially when people love to schedule things in between my payroll peak argh!! Well well, nevermind her.. I'm done anyway in other words I am another step closer to my payday ! woohoo*
- My Prerogative
8:43 PM
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tian
15-oct-1987
chronic shopper
yearn for simple life