Tuesday, December 11, 2007
I'm officially back to blogging life!
I think I should really start readopting the idea of bloggin since my superior graded me a '6' for communication skills.
wahaha
(sorry to have disappoint my CSAS teacher!)
Nah, actually the main reason was I think I deserved a place to shelter my emotions lah.
Some place in which I can rant all I want.
Hmm, this is the least I can do for myself bah.
I've been feeling kinda bad these days, as if the whole world owes me something,
I'm always engaged in the 'depressed and frustrated' mood. Is this known as PMS?
But I can't be having PMS mood the entire month right?
Something is not right somewhere lah, just that I don't know what it is.
To people whom I've lost contact with and people whom I have not been meeting up since I don't know when, rest assured I'm still alive and kicking!
lol. Work has took up most of my time~
Though I very much wished to say that I'm enjoying what I'm doing everyday, but however there's still a significant distance to that.
Sad to say, working brings wealth; however it also brought us to see the cruelty of the working world.
Lots of hidden emotions, thoughts and motives..
So helpless but the only survival tip~
Anyway, I think I'll still gotta be in this state for 40 more years
(exceptions will be if I strike toto group 1 or I die earlier than expected, lol)
so I shall start accepting life the way it is~
My part-time studies gonna commence tommorrow~
Hmm.. something to look forward to; cos it's like haven touch books and lecture notes for 8 months?!??!
Wonder how it feels to be a student again?!??!
I hope I've got the discipline installed in me to sail through the course of study smoothly~
I dont wannna get stranded in land of regret like what I did 3 years ago.. (wasted 3 years and 6000SGD +++ for a piece of relatively useless A3 size paper)
Most importantly I dont wanna fail people who supported me and satisfy people awaiting to see me fall~
- My Prerogative
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